Tuesday, October 21
Youre the only way to dry my eyes.
//currently-
PLaying: Get Up Kids <3
Mood:
Watching: Pearl Harbor..
Eating: Vanilla Wafers w/ whip cream
oh my god it is so good..you should try it
Msn is so fuckin fun hahaha...ive been slackin
off in writing in here...but ya anyways im a
happy camper today =) yay for me!! jesus there
are so many good bands coming and i want to
go to some of them...me and ryan want to go
to Relient K and Dont Look Down. Brand New
is coming pretty soon...From Autumn To Ashes
is coming w/ a bunch of bands. I really want to
go to the Thrice, Thursday and Coheed show...
fuck im going.
I * L O V E * T H E * E A R L Y * N O V E M B E R ! ! !
ill write later
ŚmeŚ
Posted at 11:37 am by a dying star
Sunday, October 19
why doesn't your heart burn like ours?
currently-
playing: Name Taken- For Sunday
Mood:
blah. thats all i have to say..
well...today...uhhhhmmmmmmm
Erica got me around 11. Went to her
house. Hung out and then got ready
for the parent performance. We had
to wear our uniforms n shitttt, it was
so gay. We were gonna go see
TEXAS CHAINSAW MASSACRE with
Bethany, but we decided to do it
next weekend. Me and Erica got
FREE subway for dinner wooohooo thanks
to Daniel. We went to Target and acted retarded.
We saw a girl from the junior squad and talked to her
and her mama. Then we saw Coach Mandy and she was
all excited. WE WENT TO STARBUCKS!!!!!!!!!!! i love starbucks...
someone take me away before i go insane
fuck off seriously
Posted at 10:51 pm by a dying star
Saturday, October 18
currently playing-//
The Early November- The Rooms To Cold cd <3
Mood:
wow kids. I havent wrote in here in a long time, my
blogdrive decided to be gay on me, so we'll see what
happens. Nothing much has been happening for the
past few days except for the fact that my parents
are officially gone and Natalie is staying with us.
Shes starting to annoy me. Like yesterday, I was
tired and laying on the couch, she comes home from
work and stuff and then she comes sits on the couch
and starts to mess with me and like try to tickle me n
shit and play with my hair, im like fuckkk offffffff pleaseee.
I really didn't feel like being messed with.
Thursday-
ummmm i dont think i can remember
what i did on thursday haha. uhhhh
i know what i did! NOTHING!!!
that doesnt suprise me, it shouldnt
surprise you all either.
Friday-
Woke up. Got ready. Hopped in the car.
Went to Dunkin D's. Got a donut and a
coffee collata mmmmmm, i need one right
NOW!! Then went to da nigga mall yeah
youre jelouse i know. I wanted to ride the
train but nooooooo some peoeple were
being stupid and gay and NO fun! ='(
Went to the gayest smelliest store ever (I
smell the smelly smell of something that
smells s m e l l y) Ate at Wendy's. Then to Old
Navy. I got a couple of shirts from there, im wearing
one of them RIGHT NOW! isn't that cool?
yeahhhhhhhhhh whatever. UMM after that,
i think we went to ingles and then they dropped
me off at home. EriCUH came over without telling
me. That stupid heffar. We were doing foward
rolls in the living room, but some of us couldn't
really do one...youre ·RETARDED· erica you
Really are. a REAL retarded person could do a
foward roll and that fat chick on camp jim did one!
I am very disappointed in you young lady.
Today-
HAHA well..ummm..
I was suppose to get up like around 8
to go tumble, but i over slept so erica
had to come in and wake me up hahaha
i slept GOOOOOOD and cold. IVE BEEN A
LAZY BUM ALL DAY AND I WANT TO GO SEE
TEXAS CHAINSAW MASSCRE AND SHIT MY
PANTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anybody want to
go with me???? hahahaahaahahaaaa
I FEEL LIKE WATCHING HOLES!
I wonder what all of my friends are doing...?
=(
Posted at 06:44 pm by a dying star
Wednesday, October 15
OH MY GOD
THE NEW EARLY NOVEMBER CD IS SO FUCKING AMAZING.
Posted at 02:16 pm by a dying star
bleed one more time for me
playing: Dead Poetic <3
mood:
"Bliss Tearing Eyes"
'Cause you bleed all the time.
The pieces of a broken heart are wasted time.
And I can't forgive myself for all the things I've done.
But you, you do.
Bleed one more time for me.
'Cause my heart is filled with loneliness.
And this world is filled with loneliness.
Bleed one more time for me.
'Cause the struggles of this world are blistering. Blistering.
Your cells run through my veins.
The times you lifted a dead man, That's me again.
And I can't forgive myself for all the things I've done.
But you, you do.
Bleed one more time for me.
'Cause my heart is filled with loneliness.
And this world is filled with loneliness.
Bleed one more time for me.
'Cause the struggles of this world are blistering.
Bleed one more time for me.
'Cause the struggles of this world are blistering. Blistering.
cause you bleed all the time....</3
okay okay enough of that...
This morning i went out..
went to CHIC·FIL·A..jesus
umm...nothing special...
My parents are out of town
for the whole week so natali
is staying with us, Me and Nick
were telling her a bunch of shit last night.
were so bad haha. My internet was being
a bitch last night, so i couldnt get on
and talk to you stupid people, yeah YOU
gosh. I have practice tonight..oh yay...
BUT it should be fun cause wednesdays
are always fun! hip hip hooray..
Its been a while since i have listened to Finch
and NFG. I use to listen to NFG a lotttt back in
the day. I dont know what happened, but im
gonna start listening to them again cause they
were just oh so cool. And for FINCH... i love them.
The Juliana Theory too. Haven't listened to The Used
in a while either..Blue and Yellow.. is my favorite song
by them. And also Weezer! WOW i havent listened to
them in forever! I've been listening to The Beautiful Mistake,
Brand New, The Early November, Senses Fail, Further
Seems Forever, Glassjaw, Armor For Sleep, Mae, Coheed
and Cambria, Silverstein, I like the new 3 Doors Down
song, i dont really listen to them, but that songs pretty.
But for now, im gonna listen to
I N C U B U S - E C H O
There's something about the look in your eyes
Something I noticed when the light was just right
It reminded me twice that I was alive
And it reminded me that you're so worth the fight
My biggest fear will be the rescue of me
Strange how it turns out that way...
Could you show me dear...something I've not seen?
Something infinitely interesting
There's something about the way you move
I see your mouth in slow motion when you sing
More subtle than something, someone contrives
Your movements echo that I have seen the real thing
Your biggest fear will be the rescue of you
Strange how it turns out that way
Could you show me dear...something I've not seen?
Something infinitely interesting
oh what a beautiful song..=).
ill write later...maybe
IM A MOTHERFUCKIN P-I-M-P
<3
ŚmeŚ
Posted at 01:49 pm by a dying star
Monday, October 13
--currently--
listening to: The Juliana Theory <3
eating: fruit loops
mood:
i feel like total complete SHIT right now.
Im attempting to eat CEREAL, but it hurts
too god damn much just to open my mouth.
I think im gonna cry :'( Oh incase you didn't
know, i got elbowed in the chin last night at
practice when we were putting Delana up in
a stunt and she came down and elbowed me
in the chin, it got all numb and tingly for like 10
mins and my jaw popped and it feels out of place,
but i dont think it really is, so i think im gonna go to
the doctor today and see wtf is wrong with it. My
ear is hurting too from it, is that bad? I think so. Our
first competition is at SIX FLAGS! It's gonna be so
much fun!
Ive been listening to the juliana theory alllll morning
they make me feel happyyyyy and so does other bands
and people :)
My parents are leaving out of town tomorrow morning
and wont be back until next wednesday. BUT the bad
thing is Natali is staying at our house the whole time
which is gonna suck because that means i cant do
anything UGHHH this is gonna be the most horrible
week of my life. Im staying at Aunt Erica's house.
FUCK OFF
Posted at 11:59 am by a dying star
Sunday, October 12
FUCK THE FUCKING FUCKERS!
i love you
~*~
me
~*~
Posted at 11:10 pm by a dying star

Do you want to know something special?
me and grace are gonna go see sesame
street live. Thats how its gonna be like.
Were gonna get up on stage and start
rapping like a black nigga named Ludacris
and take our shirts off and spin them around
like a helicoptor and cuss like a mofuckin storm
in front of all the innocent little children and the
parents are gonna go crazy and then were gonna
scream stupid stuff like BIG BIRD IS A
STONER~KRAMMIT THE FROG! hells yeah
grace, FUCK SESAME STREET, GET HIGH LIL
KIDS! sounds like a good plan to me! WHO
IS WITH US AND THIS PSYCHOTIC PLAN?!?
But, oh wait, theres more...
im going to homecoming with that bitch.
And were also gonna start a gay kids camp
and we will inspire all of you gay children!
Yes, you got that right, were gonna inspire
YOU! you best believe it cause if you don't
youre gonna be makin fries for a living like
my friend here, Grace. Ohh that son of a bitch
has been makin fries since she was 5. Smoked
pot like there was no tomorrow. Now shes a
greasy mofo that smells like rotten eggs, shit
and trash all put together. YOU dont
want THAT to happen to you, do you? I didn't
think so. So be a good camper and come to our *wonderful* camp, it will be full of gayness and
stupidity! You sure will be a WHOLE new different
person!
Its time for me to go hit the sack...literally!
Dont forget,
*Gay Pride!*
I HOPE YOU CHOKE AND DIE!
*goodnight* =)
Posted at 12:04 am by a dying star
Saturday, October 11
sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep
Currently-/+
-Listening to: Matchbook Romance- Your stories, My Alibis.
I am soooo tired. This morning was so fun.
I went to the gym to "tumble", Coach Joe
wasn't there so it was Neil, Kenny, and
Jeremy. When i got there, i just crashed in
the pit. I was soo freakin tired, dammn. Neil is
like a scary dinosaur. He has such a deep
voice and when hes joking, it seems like hes
being serious and all i can do is laugh because
it is TOO funny. He kept laughing at us cause we
were talking all niggerish and all of the rap
concerts hes been to...crazy mofo. I cant wait till next
saturday. Bagley(lauren) was there, and a bunch
of kids from the junior squad. We pretty much just
goofed off and then *Gregory*came!HAHAHA what
a funny little boy, i love that kid. He shouldn't have
moved to Tucks All Stars? WTF, boy you need to get
away from them serious people.Then Neil turned the
radio on and it was gettin crunk!!! Me and Erica filmed
some shiat. Total craziness. We ate a chicken-fil-a and
then to TJ max.AAHHHHHHHH i am so sick and tired of shopping,
BUT i did get cute tops thanks to some one...yeah yeah yeah
uhhhhmmmm then we went to the BIG k. I pushed Erica in circles
in the wheel chair and crashed into a wall a thousand times,
almost a person. wow. total insanity there. AHH!! we got
the cutest jammie wammies, im wearing it RIGHT NOW
because im about to sleep after i write this stupid thing.
It has cheer stuff on it, but yeah it is comfortable as fuck.
Erica got her stupid earrings and then went in to ingles.
BLAAAHHH its been a long psychotic morning and its
rainy n shit outside so what im gonna do is SLEEEEEPPPPP!!!!!!!!!
and do my room, its gonna look so *cute* when im done.
I think im not gonna do anything tonight, sleeping sounds so
good, since i didnt really get any last night. There was no
car wash today, thank ggggoddddddd

Matchbook Romance
Beautiful Vendetta Red

<3 The Early November <3
okay sleepy time.......
ŚmeŚ
Posted at 03:43 pm by a dying star
Friday, October 10
You and Me are like one Heartbeat <3
//currently listening to: Senses Fail- Bloody Romance
weeeeeeeeeee i just got home. I went out with my mommy.
I finally got new earings, i needed them aaaaahhhhhhhhhh.
Im so sick and tired of going to BJ's good god, We go there like everyday.
I was playing The Ground Folds acoustic version by Senses Fail and my
mom was singing along and i was like wowwwwwwww youre
cool haha. I can not stand country guys, well actually, i cant stand
country people at all (except for some nincumpoops) But yeah, anyways,
thats another reason why i want to move. People here are so LAME!
I am soo hungry, its not even funny. Hot wings w/ RANCH DRESSING
sounds soo good right now, as a matter of fact, thats what im gonna
eat. AREN'T YOU JEALOUS?!? yeah, you should be BITCH.
Im doing nothing tonight,so if any one wants to chilllll call meeeee nigger
ill write later since i have no life
ŚmeŚ
Posted at 05:51 pm by a dying star
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