-//Currently listening to: Senses Fail- Bite To Break Skin <3
Mood- Stupid

When i walked in the house, Guess who was there? Alex.
Yes thats right ALEX. He was looking at my cosmo girl magazine(how gay)
and then i said something to him and he smacked my leg with it and then
i punched him and he smacked me again and then i banged his head against the wall
..i really didnt, but i should have. Then i asked where's my chain saw and
he just laughed like i was joking (i wasn't) and then i hit him again
and again and again. YEAH FAGGOT WHAT THEN!! Then Nick gave me scissors to chase him, but then my mom got on to me. URGG. I told Nick and Alex to go
somewhere and so they left, thank god. But anywho, off of that subject.
This morning we went to Stonecrest for a little bit, it was so stupid.
I got my mocha frappecino that i had been craving for at Starbucks,
I just love that place.Their shit is so good its unbelievable,
but the bad thing is its fattening, but what the hell i dont care,
its too god damn good! After the mall,
We went to this skin care thing in Rockdale. It was kinda boring, but they
had COOKIES, i ate it all, they were so yummy! In the car we were talking
about Rainbow Parties and Tossing Salad. I am not going to comment on that.
For lunch we had SONIC! I havent ate there in a while. THEN we went
to BJ's and Erica pushed me around again in the cart.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA we almost hit a nigga (or i think we did..) 
he was like "whoa shawty back up" i just lossed it there. Ive never
laughed so freakin hard in my life. WOW. It was too fuckin funny.
It was one of those moments that You had to be there. And then
we played the piano that lights up so you could play along with the
song, well, me and erica just fucked it up and we saw some
fat cheerleaders just lookin at us and screwin around with the radios.
They should play softball, cheerleading is just not for them, you
could tell. Anyways...Ive been saying "fuck the police fuck fuck fuck
the police" ALL day today. I got it from Jay and Silent Bob. Haha that
move is the shizniss. I cant wait till Camp Jim comes on MTV. It's going
to be soo fuckin halarious. Im already laughin. I layed on the bed at
BJ's and Erica was "singing" me to sleep. Oh.My.God. That bitch can't
sing. No Ma'am. HAHA but it was funny as hell. im sorry Erica, but if you
try to get a career in singing, hunny child you will NOT go far. Deftones
is sold out..or thats what Jen told me..yeahhhhh. Shit i have fuckin $36,
im gonna go work with my g-pa, CONSTRUCTION hahahahahahaaha....
hell yeah im gonna make me some more ching ching!! Well, tonight im
im going to the EHS track. And i think some hoe is gonna come
with me and were gonna do a bunch of *girly* stuff, OH FUN! I talked
to Sabbweena!! i miss you chick!!!! Well if anyone wants to do anything
tonight or tomorrow night, Call me!!

Time for me to beat somebody. LATA
ŚmeŚ

hahahaha today i got my hair did, yeah its so purrrrrttyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!! i got to see my bitch, GRACE..haahahahaha oh man we were screaming and the retarded kids next door kept jumping in a pile of hay? I DONT KNOW but it was a funny sight to see hahahahahahahaha. I LOVED YOUR OUTFIT GRACE IT WAS SO DAMN SEXY hahahahahahahaahahahahaha WHOAAAAAAA some one calm me down before i get out of hand.meh. Practice was actually fun tonight! omg i cant believe SARAH is going to fill in for ashley thats so awesome! Ashley is like the biggest bitch and such a pussy, just to let u know, anyywaysss, Sarah was like my BEstESt friend in 5th grade, but then we slowly drifted apart since i had to go to a different school (thats where i met that slut grace and some other hoes and pimp daddies hehe yeah you know what im talkin about hahaha) but yeah, that was the first time ive seen her since forever, shes crazy and i <3 her! Lauren's full is kickin! its so pretty! me and erica raced an old black man on the highway, we were blastin ghetto music, C*O*V, HOW IT BE!! YUH NIGGA WHAT!! god what a gay city i mean FO REAL. I LOVE BETHARONIE!!! Im Gay.
ŚmeŚ

shit piss fuck cunt cock sucker mother fucker tits fart turd and twat

congratulations. you are the kiss my ass happy
bunny. You don't care about anyone or anything.
You must be so proud

which happy bunny are you?
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[[MUSIC]]
Thrice- See You In The Shallows

god fuckin damnit cant people just leave me alone for like 5 fuckin minutes good god im gonna fuckin murder someone im sick of it AAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH oh and by the way the new early november cd comes out on october 7th isnt that sick? im gonna get it cuz i LOVE THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but yeah whatever its gonna be good. fuck, todays been so fuckin shitty like you wouldnt even believe i feel like total fuckin shit BUT andy,my love,made me really happy and enjoy life today i love you more than anything in this world=)! i wanna go see saves the day and taking back sunday or atleast brand new but i dont know cause some people are so fuckin lame its not even funny! UGH im gonna fuckin quit cheerleading if it doesnt get any better cause we have a competition in like 3 or 4 weeks and we havent accomplished ANYTHING- all weve been doin is bitchin at each other and doing nothing, god damnit that makes me so mad -this place makes me so angry-im leaving

[music]
The Used- Blue And Yellow

mmm fritos, i like fritos, do you like fritos? yeah, i thought so! me and Grace decided that we were going to work at hooters and show off our hoo hoos and be sluts and make old sexy men *hot* in the *pants* hahahahahahahahaaaa....today was so funny we went to Sams Club and Erica pushed me around in the cart and we ate all the samples haha they were good as llama hehehee..yeah..anyways..erica was pushing me around in the cart and when people passed us they would start laughin and i would act like i was crippled or a retarded person ha funny shit and then this man asked erica what aisle did you find that on  cause i was in the cart and he wanted to know where she found me haahhaa funny i know hahahahahhhaaha..anyways...erica is over w/ roxy its so funny!!!! hahahaahahaha you should come over!!!! its like a party!!!!! hhaahahah not really!!!! BEANS BEANS GOOD FOR YOUR HEART THE MORE YOU EAT THEM THE MORE YOU FART THE MORE YOU FART THE BETTER YOU FEEL SO LETS HAVE BEANS AT EVERY MEAL!! thank you erica for sharing that with me, but next time dont eat beans before you come over to my house you nasty bitch 'ooo i farted' haha were watchin scary movie 2 and im attempting to play the guitar hahahahahahahaa so what WHAT what WHAT what WHAT what WHAT what WHAT what! we took a nice walk around the hood 'its a beautiful day in the neighborhood' i.miss.mr.rogers....hahaha URG!!! i was suppose to get my god damn pictures today but noooooo they werent ready, they can kiss my fuckin ass! omg! we went to petco or petsmart or whatever its called and we saw some farrets haha they were SO funny like OH MY GOD!! i wanted to get one hahahahaha but one time i got 'attacked' by one at jens ex house, he had a crazy farret and its name was GARY haha GARY THE FARRET hahaha but anyways i was sittin on the couch and then i felt some movement in the couch and the psychotic thing was crawling under the coutions and it would jump out at you and like bite you and then it would try to play 'rough' with you and try to play in your hair and eat it. it was a horrible, horrible experience..im surprised i still made it alive..i was very frightened..i wanted to jump out of the window..hehe..not really..my grandmamama said HELL NO in the car today! hahaha i dont know, i just thought that was funny hahahahahahahahahahahahaaaaa YEAH im out TOOTLES!!
-later
ŚmeŚ

[music]
 Story Of The Year- Until The Day I Die
good song..go listen to it stupid

today was SO boring! i watched blue crush for like the 1000 time! Theres like a BUNCH of freakin good bands coming in the next couple of months-Thursday,Saves The Day,BRAND NEW,Deftones,Something fuckin Corporate.. god fuckin damnit! anyways..what is everyone doing this weekend?!!?!? im probably doing nothing because i have no life. isnt that SAD?? dont you just want to go cry now? i do cause i hate this place i hate everything about it except for some things.. i think...and guess WHAT im moving...i want too..really really really really really bad.. nigga what!! TOMORROW im gettin my pictures from florida there gonna be so funny and stupid at the same time because people kept taking pictures of retardedness that i dont even know..good god. JENNIFER is goin to deftones. not fair. i want to go but i would rather go to brand new and yeaahhhhh. yesterday me and stupidhead went to practice and we listened to old blink182 a live cd which is origionally from michael but yeah stupidhead stole it from him. shit piss fuck cunt cock sucker mother fucker tits fart turd and twat. hahahaha oh yeah and then before stupidhead dropped me off, we got out at the stop sign and started dancing on the street and guess to what....JESSICA SIMPSON hahahaahahahahahahahahaha god were fucked up but GUESS WHAT! me and andy were meant to be together haha love you suga wooga hahaha any ways im out
later
ŚmeŚ

-//CuRReNTLy\\-
 Listening to: Static Lullaby- Withered

im so FUCKIN bored! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
today was so boring urggggg i did completely nothing....excpet i went out and ate at chicfila for breakfast and me and erica got ourselves an ice cream cone from mcdonalds didnt we ERICA???? then we went to Belks, such a gay store. but i got some undies that say CHEER on them hahahahahahahahahahahaha theyre so retarded like a monkey! god damn i want to move, this state is so fuckin boring and gay like alex. what a fuckin faggot, shit. he makes me so angry, hes like the most disgusting person ever. im gonna barf just talking about him! UGHHHHHH! but anyways..its been a boring day and yeah im going to move cause georgia is so fuckin lame its not even funny there is like NOTHING to do around here and the people here are just so stupid.im gonna shoot some one or myself. well im gonna stop bitchin and go do something...i have practice in like 45 minutes but what the hell im out
-later-
ŚmeŚ

where did summer go?
left me to wonder when the bottle will tap out.
and the sun will arise.
i woke up yesterday with a hole in my chest...

(yet i feel no pain) numb to all feeling
(like in winters chill) to feel the warmth from this bottle is useless
(when you wake up its gone) when you wake up it all starts again.

i learned to break yesterday.
destroy tomorrow.
i've watched each leaf fall off my tree.
i've watched the seasons change.

(yet i feel no pain) numb to all feeling
(like in winters chill) to feel the warmth from this bottle is useless
(when you wake up its gone) when you wake up it all starts again.

why step aside when you fall back in place? why?
Oh misery is so beautiful...

(yet i feel no pain) numb to all feeling
(like in winters chill) to feel the warmth from this bottle is useless
(when you wake up its gone) when you wake up it all starts again.

i need this...